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      <title>I decided to move this journal to a blog, so today this one ends and Top of the Mountains begins.</title>
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      <pubDate>Thu, 17 Mar 2005 12:00:00 GMT</pubDate>
      <dc:creator><![CDATA[Ben Crowder]]></dc:creator>
      <description><![CDATA[<p>I decided to move this journal to a blog, so today this one ends and
<a href='http://topofthemountains.blogspot.com'>Top of the Mountains</a>
begins.</p><hr class="feed-extra" style="margin-top: 48pt;" /><p class="feed-extra feed-mail"><a href="mailto:ben.crowder@gmail.com?subject=Re%3A%20I decided to move this journal to a blog, so today this one ends and Top of the Mountains begins.">Reply by email</a></p>]]></description>
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      <title>Rediscovered the LDSMusicians.com mailing list. I subscribed to it before my mission, but since I’ve...</title>
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      <pubDate>Mon, 14 Mar 2005 12:00:00 GMT</pubDate>
      <dc:creator><![CDATA[Ben Crowder]]></dc:creator>
      <description><![CDATA[<p>Rediscovered the <a href='http://launch.groups.yahoo.com/group/ldsmusicians/'>LDSMusicians.com</a>
mailing list.  I subscribed to it before my mission, but since I’ve been
back I was unable to find it (at least on a cursory search).  Also
discovered <a href='http://www.ldsmusicnews.com/'>LDSMusicNews.com</a>.</p><hr class="feed-extra" style="margin-top: 48pt;" /><p class="feed-extra feed-mail"><a href="mailto:ben.crowder@gmail.com?subject=Re%3A%20Rediscovered the LDSMusicians.com mailing list. I subscribed to it before my mission, but since I’ve...">Reply by email</a></p>]]></description>
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      <title>Was called as the ward pianist today. It’s nice to be able to play, because I don’t have easy access...</title>
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      <pubDate>Sun, 13 Mar 2005 12:00:00 GMT</pubDate>
      <dc:creator><![CDATA[Ben Crowder]]></dc:creator>
      <description><![CDATA[<p>Was called as the ward pianist today.  It’s nice to be able to play,
because I don’t have easy access to a piano during the week (at least not
unless I go to school extra early or stay late), and I miss playing the
piano really, really, really bad.</p><hr class="feed-extra" style="margin-top: 48pt;" /><p class="feed-extra feed-mail"><a href="mailto:ben.crowder@gmail.com?subject=Re%3A%20Was called as the ward pianist today. It’s nice to be able to play, because I don’t have easy access...">Reply by email</a></p>]]></description>
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      <title>Spent several hours at the Family History Library up in Salt Lake researching my ancestors from Pola...</title>
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      <pubDate>Sat, 12 Mar 2005 12:00:00 GMT</pubDate>
      <dc:creator><![CDATA[Ben Crowder]]></dc:creator>
      <description><![CDATA[<p>Spent several hours at the Family History Library up in Salt Lake
researching my ancestors from Polanco (Santander, Spain).  I also
discovered all the language books they have up there — quite a treasure
trove.</p>
<p>I began reading <em>Jane Eyre</em> this evening.  Before opening it, I had
the thought that it would be dry nineteenth-century prose, the sort one
wades through out of duty.  But by the end of the first page I found I was
wrong.  The characterization is excellent (I’ve only read two chapters but
already I feel like I know Jane rather well) and the prose itself is
amazing (vivid but not verbose).  Already <em>Jane Eyre</em> has become one
of my favorites.</p><hr class="feed-extra" style="margin-top: 48pt;" /><p class="feed-extra feed-mail"><a href="mailto:ben.crowder@gmail.com?subject=Re%3A%20Spent several hours at the Family History Library up in Salt Lake researching my ancestors from Pola...">Reply by email</a></p>]]></description>
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      <title>At the end of my New Testament class the other day my teacher made a profound comment that really st...</title>
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      <pubDate>Fri, 11 Mar 2005 12:00:00 GMT</pubDate>
      <dc:creator><![CDATA[Ben Crowder]]></dc:creator>
      <description><![CDATA[<p>At the end of my New Testament class the other day my teacher made a
profound comment that really struck me: Would I die for President Hinckley
or any of the apostles?  Certainly.  Would I die for a good person (like
any of my family or friends)?  Without a doubt.  But would I die for an
odious sinner like Charles Manson?  Would I take a bullet for Adolf Hitler?
The thought is repulsive, but yet that’s <em>exactly</em> what the Savior
did.  It blows my mind.</p>
<p>I’m thinking about majoring in English Language instead and minoring in
both family history and editing (or linguistics).  Still not entirely sure,
but that’s what I’m leaning toward.</p>
<p>Discovered the website of the <a href='http://www.royin.go.th'>Royal
Institute</a> of Thailand (they’re the people who do the official Thai
dictionary).  Very neat, especially the PDFs they have on their site
(there’s one on the principles of romanization, for example).</p><hr class="feed-extra" style="margin-top: 48pt;" /><p class="feed-extra feed-mail"><a href="mailto:ben.crowder@gmail.com?subject=Re%3A%20At the end of my New Testament class the other day my teacher made a profound comment that really st...">Reply by email</a></p>]]></description>
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      <title>I’ve started teaching myself hiragana and katakana (Japanese script). No plans to master kanji or an...</title>
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      <pubDate>Thu, 10 Mar 2005 12:00:00 GMT</pubDate>
      <dc:creator><![CDATA[Ben Crowder]]></dc:creator>
      <description><![CDATA[<p>I’ve started teaching myself hiragana and katakana (Japanese script).  No
plans to master kanji or anything like that, though. My linguistic
interests faded away shortly after I got home from my mission, but a few
days ago they flared back up again and show no signs of disappearing.</p><hr class="feed-extra" style="margin-top: 48pt;" /><p class="feed-extra feed-mail"><a href="mailto:ben.crowder@gmail.com?subject=Re%3A%20I’ve started teaching myself hiragana and katakana (Japanese script). No plans to master kanji or an...">Reply by email</a></p>]]></description>
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      <title>Found this neat quote from C.S. Lewis’s essay &amp;quot;Transposition&amp;quot; (in The Weight of Glory: Let...</title>
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      <pubDate>Sun, 06 Mar 2005 12:00:00 GMT</pubDate>
      <dc:creator><![CDATA[Ben Crowder]]></dc:creator>
      <description><![CDATA[<p>Found this neat quote from C.S. Lewis’s essay &quot;Transposition&quot; (in
<em>The Weight of Glory</em>:</p>
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  <p>Let us construct a fable.  Let us
  picture a woman thrown into a dungeon.  There she bears and rears a son.
  He grows up seeing nothing but the dungeon walls, the straw on the floor,
  and a little patch of the sky seen through the grating, which is too high
  up to show anything except sky.  This unfortunate woman was an artist, and
  when they imprisoned her she managed to bring with her a drawing pad and a
  box of pencils.  As she never loses the hope of deliverance she is
  constantly teaching her son about that outer world which he has never seen.
  She does it very largely by drawing him pictures.  With her pencil she
  attempts to show him what fields, rivers, mountains, cities and waves on a
  beach are like.  He is a dutiful boy and he does his best to believe her
  when she tells him that that outer world is far more interesting and
  glorious than anything in the dungeon.  At times he succeeds.  On the whole
  he gets on tolerably well until, one day, he says something that gives his
  mother pause.  For a minute or two they are at cross-purposes.  Finally it
  dawns on her that he has, all these years, lived under a misconception.
  ‘But,’ she gasps, ‘you didn’t think that the real world was full of lines
  drawn in lead pencil?’  ‘What?’ says the boy.  ‘No pencil-marks there?’
  And instantly his whole notion of the outer world becomes a blank.  For the
  lines, by which alone he was imagining it, have now been denied of it.  He
  has no idea of that which will exclude and dispense with the lines, that of
  which the lines were merely a tranposition — the waving tree-tops, the
  light dancing on the weird, the coloured three-dimensional realities which
  are not enclosed in lines but define their own shapes at every moment with
  a delicacy and multiplicity which no drawing could ever achieve.  The child
  will get the idea that the real world is somehow less visible than his
  mother’s pictures.  In reality it lacks lines because it is incomparably
  more visible.</p>
  <p>So with us.  ‘We know not what we shall be’; but we may be sure we
  shall be more, not less, than we were on earth.  Our natural experiences
  (sensory, emotional, imaginative) are only like the drawing, like pencilled
  lines on flat paper.  If they vanish in the risen life, they will vanish
  only as pencil lines vanish from the real landscape; not as a candle flame
  that is put out but as a candle flame which becomes invisible because
  someone has pulled up the blind, thrown open the shutters, and let in the
  blaze of the risen sun.</p>
</blockquote><hr class="feed-extra" style="margin-top: 48pt;" /><p class="feed-extra feed-mail"><a href="mailto:ben.crowder@gmail.com?subject=Re%3A%20Found this neat quote from C.S. Lewis’s essay &amp;quot;Transposition&amp;quot; (in The Weight of Glory: Let...">Reply by email</a></p>]]></description>
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      <title>Read a compelling article in BYU Magazine (Winter 2005) by Val D. Hawks that really gets the gist of...</title>
      <link>https://bencrowder.net/blog/2005/3.2/</link>
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      <pubDate>Wed, 02 Mar 2005 12:00:00 GMT</pubDate>
      <dc:creator><![CDATA[Ben Crowder]]></dc:creator>
      <description><![CDATA[<p>Read a compelling article in BYU Magazine (Winter 2005) by Val D. Hawks
that really gets the gist of how I view my standards:
<a href='http://magazine.byu.edu/article.tpl?num=62-Win05'>Looking Toward
the Mark</a>.  Rather than finding excuses to allow more lenient behavior
(a moral anesthetic if you will), we must stand firm in the path that
Christ has set.  As Dr. Hawks says, “When those of the world say they are
‘pushing the limits’ or ‘living on the edge,’ they are
focused on relaxing or removing the limits of acceptable behavior.  If we
are using those limits as our guide, we will go down with them.  We must
not only not follow but remain immovable in taking the Holy Spirit as our
guide and in a life patterned after Christ, who is our mark.”</p>
<p>I also really liked the
<a href='http://magazine.byu.edu/article.tpl?num=52-Win05'>Beggars</a>
article and the <a href='http://magazine.byu.edu/article.tpl?num=30-Win05'>
Reading for Truth</a> article.</p><hr class="feed-extra" style="margin-top: 48pt;" /><p class="feed-extra feed-mail"><a href="mailto:ben.crowder@gmail.com?subject=Re%3A%20Read a compelling article in BYU Magazine (Winter 2005) by Val D. Hawks that really gets the gist of...">Reply by email</a></p>]]></description>
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      <title>I’ve been home from my mission over six months now. Six months?!? It’s amazing how fast time goes by...</title>
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      <pubDate>Tue, 01 Mar 2005 12:00:00 GMT</pubDate>
      <dc:creator><![CDATA[Ben Crowder]]></dc:creator>
      <description><![CDATA[<p>I’ve been home from my mission over six months now.  Six months?!?  It’s
amazing how fast time goes by.  I still think about Thailand and my mission
every single day.  Miss it a lot.  Those really were the best two years of
my life so far — the Thais are a wonderful people and serving them by
preaching the gospel is an incredible experience.  Over the past six months
I’ve found that it’s a lot harder than I expected to keep up on my language
skills and keep in touch with my Thai friends, but I’m determined to keep
at it because it’s a core part of me now.  Someday I’ll go back to
Thailand, of course, and hopefully will be able to return many, many times,
but right now my financial and educational situation has me stuck here for
a while.</p>
<p>Read a <a href='http://www.filmscoremonthly.com/features/williams.asp'>
John Williams interview</a> from Film Score Monthly.  Pretty good.  Also
discovered <a href='http://www.johnwilliams.org/'>JohnWilliams.org</a>.</p><hr class="feed-extra" style="margin-top: 48pt;" /><p class="feed-extra feed-mail"><a href="mailto:ben.crowder@gmail.com?subject=Re%3A%20I’ve been home from my mission over six months now. Six months?!? It’s amazing how fast time goes by...">Reply by email</a></p>]]></description>
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      <title>We got back on Monday. Anyway, I made burritoes from scratch today. My eventual goal is to make most...</title>
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      <pubDate>Thu, 24 Feb 2005 12:00:00 GMT</pubDate>
      <dc:creator><![CDATA[Ben Crowder]]></dc:creator>
      <description><![CDATA[<p>We got back on Monday.
Anyway, I made burritoes from scratch today.  My eventual
goal is to make most of my meals from scratch (as much as possible),
because it’s cheaper, it’s good to have cooking skills, and it’s healthier.</p>
<p>Hugh Nibley <a href='http://byunews.byu.edu/archive05-Feb-nibley.aspx'>
died</a> this morning.  He was my role model in several ways…</p><hr class="feed-extra" style="margin-top: 48pt;" /><p class="feed-extra feed-mail"><a href="mailto:ben.crowder@gmail.com?subject=Re%3A%20We got back on Monday. Anyway, I made burritoes from scratch today. My eventual goal is to make most...">Reply by email</a></p>]]></description>
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